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A childhood belief about fear of

The first nightmare I ever had was when I was about 4. I dreamed that I had cut a hole in the toilet, + all the waste products from the sewers came rushing out + flooded the house, but I managed to solve this problem by feeding it mints + generally being freindly to it.
For many years after this, I believed I had to befreind each toilet I used, otherwise it might overflow. This involved saying 'hello, how are you? Would you like a drink?' before using a public toilet, + I was conviced that some of them replied. (don't ask).
though this did take quite a while, + I would only use public toilets that I'd used before, in case the ones next to it thought I'd gone off them + made freinds with someone else. that would make them very upset, + they'd overflow.
This went on until I was about 9 or 10.

— Nin

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