A childhood belief about fear of

When i lived at my grandmothers house, her house was build in 1962, and her toilet was never changed, slime was everywhere, no windows in the bathroom. Well, when i was about 7 years old, when i go to the bathroom, its creepy dark, i turn on the light, and sometimes hope no monster will jump outta the toilet and chase me, so whew, i was even scared to get closer, but i had to poop really bad, so, when I lift the old toilet lid, my heart starts pounding, so before i lift the lead, i keep the door open so if a monster comes out, i can run for my life, so, i always hope there is no dead head floating in the toilet, so i open it shaking, and ... poop...then i flush the toilet while sitting, water sparked on my bum, ahhhhh!!!, i jumped and thought it was the head, so, i hurried and wiped my bum and ran for my life without turning the lights off or flushing the toilet... whew, needless to say, my grandmothers toilet never changed, and i never used it again.