kids

i used to believe that if you out grew your toys and gave them away that they would forget that you ever had them and think of their new owner as one they've always had

i used to belive that i will never change..that the world will be always in my hands,that i will always have the pleasure of games...and now i'm changed...i'm in the hands of world and...i've been played many times..but i'm still that kid

i used to believe that everyone could hear my thoughts like if i was saying in my head "oh i hate that teacher" i thought she could read my mind and tell what i was saying.

when i was little i use to think that the stuffed animals would come alaive when i was sleeping and have fights with the monsters that came out from under the bed and that was why i never got eaten by the monsters.

i thought everyone could read my mind and i was the only one who couldn't and i was plotted on this earth as a specimen also i believed that everything i thought in my mind i was actually saying out loud in another state of being that i was ... well its really confusing .. but i thought i had some kind of disease where everything i saw was actually just my imagination and that i was in a hospital somewhere saying my thoughts out loud and being incoherent mental patient while, in my mind life was going on normally or something ... it was weird

i used to think that when i went to bed my toys would come out from their boxes and play and explore my bedroom after a friend of mine told me to cheer me up when i was feeling a bit sad.

i used to think that anything that was shaped like an animal, was a living animal. i would be very careful with my stuffed toys. i was careful never to drop them, lie on them/ roll over them in my sleep, or suffocate them or neglect them. like when i went on vacation, i would bring as many plushies as i could ... and different ones everytime so none would feel left out. even the ugly ones that i didn't like as much.

also, i felt really sad to eat gummi bears/ gummi worms, i thought they were real and could feel pain. i would alway suck on them until they dissolved, never bite into them

I used to beleive that there was another world, another universe on the other side of the mirrors, but opposites. For instance, if i was sitting the mirror-me was standing, or if i was screaming, the mirror-me was dead silent. I would randomly think about this other world constantly.

I beleived everyone was a robot except for me. I was isolated and most people i knew were mean adults or kids who teased me, so maybe they were machines who didn't understand emotions.

I used to believe that everything's for me! yeah, maybe I was a little bit egoist:D but I really believed that there's a script written by God and I'm the leading character in it and everyone knew about it except me... like a reality show...:D making fun of me:D

I was deathly afraid of this marionette bride hanging from my bedroom ceiling. Every night I would see it staring at me and I swear it looked like it was swinging ever so slightly. The fan was never on, so this freaked me out. I made my dad take it down and put it in the garage. I was still always worried that it crawl back up to my room and kill me.

Ever since I was two, I used to belive that there were people watching me. Ever second of everyday. It freaked me out. I was always very parinoid. I would hide in small spaces alot so they couldn't see me...hopefully.places like a toy box, behind the coutch, in my closet, on a shelf, in drawers, behind the fridge, under my covers, under the dryer, between mattress leaning against the wall, under the stairs, any place I could think of. I stoped hiding so much when I was about 8. (I was a small child). I was still really parinoid.Even as a teen I still hid in my closet sometimes & I used to hide out in trees & little known about places with my friends. I flipped when more people somehow found out about some of these places...
I still think this way sometimes & get freaked out. I never saw the truman show till last year. That really bothered me more for a few months. I thought it was a plot to make me go completly crazy.
But ya, I still ocassionly think that theres hidden cameras everywhere. I've had a tendency to move alot since I was 16.
I don't have any clue how or why I started thinking this way. I probley am a little bit crazy, but It helps to know theres other people who have these thoughts. I was born in 1984, so you can do the math & figure out how long this has been going on for. Since 1986 I've thought like this.I was two. Thinking back, it might have gotten started by something my dad said, but I have no clue what (I had a VERY dysfunctional family & ploted my excape since I was four.)

I used to believe that, litterally, the entire world revolved around me. I thought that when I was not around, people would just be as still as a statue until I came into the room and for the brief moment I was around them, then life would resume, but once I left the room, they'd go still again. I believed this for the longest time. It wasn't until around 8 or 9 that I realized that not all life revolved around me!!

When I was little I was a big Play School fan, and I had a Jemima doll.
My sister told me that our dog Molly had jumped into the television screen and stolen Jemima from the Play School set and given her to us!

When I was younger I would always hangout with my older cousin Ashley. She had quiet the active imagination. One day me and her where playing with all my dolls when she told me if you stare at a doll long enough they will move. I was shocked but we both grabbed a doll and held it infront of us as we stared not allowing ourselves to break the gaze. After about 5 mins I swear still to this day the doll's mouth moved. I let out a scream and threw the doll. I was afraid that all my dolls thought I knew their secret. I stayed up late afraid that they would kill me! eek!

after watching toy story i thought whenever i left my room my toys moved around. so i just closed my door and then i made the tiniest peak possible but i thought mabye they could see me