A childhood belief about i'm different

well i watched the treuman show last year and it scared me silly im gettin better but occasionally when ppl luk at me i think that ther lukin ta me cus thyeve seen me on tv sometimes i wake up and luk around my room and say yeh i know youre watchin me lol. when thers holes in the walls occasionally i think there peeping holes to spy through so i luk through them its a great show but its well scary